2025 Goals & Oops My Life Imploded
Instagram Post I posted the above January 06, 2025. Oh boy, I was on a roll. High hopes. Every day, I wrote. Even if it was just a bit. I was committed, locked in. Above all, I was happy . That sounds stupid, yet if someone else told me writing made them happy, I wouldn't say they were stupid. But I feel stupid now. My life imploded a few months later. Someone tossed a flammable can of chemicals on the metaphorical spark of my life. And just like that, stability fell into a raging river, rushed away. I have no free time. Negative time. 8 hours of sleep? Lol. Exercise every day? That's funny. I run errands on my lunch break, or I'm doing some kind of a chore in my office, or it's not going to get done. I go to work, come home to take care of the beings that depend on me, do the bare minimum for cleaning and upkeeping of the homestead, go to bed, repeat. No time for me. And if you know me at all, my mental health needs some dopamine hits from doing something I enjoy se...